Category Archives: Mysticism

Is There Such a Thing as Universal Wisdom?

When people start talking about universal truths I get antsy and start using words and phrases like dogma, penny wisdom and fortune cookie prophet.  The search for universal truths between and among a given group of viewpoints often leads to the lowest common denominator.  To quote Emerson,

“A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds.”

And yet…

My devotion to the fighting arts compels me to look for universal truths.  What prompted this post was a conversation I had with a friend about a video starring the very impressive Doug Mercaida.   In said video, Doug makes some excellent points about training with realism, and I liked what he had to say.  What I didn’t care for is the grip that was displayed in the video.  As you can see by the below montage, the grip is rather loose.

Yes, I understand that their knives have retention rings, and that helps them avoid losing grip of the knife altogether.  But in my mind, even that is kind of an issue.

There are two universal truths I have arrived at in weapon training.  (1) Train with a readily available weapon, and (2) Hold on to your weapon with a death grip.  In the event you have to arm yourself from your surroundings, you need to be able to use what you find.  99% of knives you find in the real world will not have retention rings.  And anyone who trains with real force against heavy bags and forging posts quickly learns a death grip on the knife is required to avoid cutting yourself, especially if you stab.

I’m not dissing Doug — he and his team have wicked flow! — I’m just looking for those universal truths.  Maybe all I’ve found is the lowest common denominator of practical weaponry and a firm grip.

Yesterday I shared a story told about the Desert Fathers.  I shared it because it seemed so universal. It reads as though it might have been written by a Buddhist.   All the wisest men — the Christian and Gnositc Desert Fathers, Buddhist monks, and even the greatest martial artists like Musashi who wrote The Book of Five Rings while in seclusion — very much prize the ability to divorce themselves from attachments.  That’s another universal truth for me.

“Generally speaking, the Way of the warrior is resolute acceptance of death.”  

~Miyamoto Musashi

What does Musashi say about about grip?

“As you cut an enemy you must not change your grip, and your hands must not “cower.”  Above all, you must be intent on cutting the enemy in the way you grip the sword.”

~Miyamoto Musashi

Maybe there are no universal truths.  People are really good at seeing patterns where there are none.  Who am I to think I’m above being deceived?

And yet…

Sayings of the Desert Fathers

This tale of the desert fathers (Christian monks and hermits) sounds like something you’d hear in a martial arts school:

“They told a story of a hermit who was dying in Scetis. The brothers stood round his bed, and clothed him, and began to weep. But he opened his eyes and began to laugh; this happened three times. So the brothers asked him, ‘Abba, why are you laughing when we are weeping?’ He told them, ‘I laughed the first time because you fear death; I laughed the second time because you are not ready for death; I laughed the third time because I am passing from labour to rest, and yet you weep.’ As he said this, he closed his eyes and died.”

Outstanding!

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Again, Again, Begin Again

A couple of weeks ago a friend of mine pointed me to a great article about how all training is not created equal.  The gist of the article is that that mindless repetitive practice without specific goals, metrics and feedback doesn’t guarantee improvement — it might even make you worse.

And then last Thursday, during martial arts practice, something…”broke.”  That may not be the right word.  I don’t know how to explain it.  I didn’t snap, but it was close.  My temper flared and fire flew into me.  I suppose I contained it well enough — nobody hurt, no harm, no foul, apologies accepted — but I was very upset and disappointed in myself.

Had I been a beginner I would say my control was good.  Had I been merely an advanced student of five or ten years, I’d say my control was mediocre.  But for a martial arts master who’s celebrating his 30-year anniversary in the martial arts this year, my performance was unacceptable.

I know that I can never achieve perfection.  But I also know that if I don’t continuously strive for perfection I won’t even get close.  I must complete as many cycles as possible of the “practice, test, and grade” cycle.  The usual sort of bad grade requires a run-of-the-mill correction.  But a catastrophic failure requires a more drastic correction, perhaps even a punishment.

In Cabal Fang we don’t wear uniforms and we are skeptical of belts, certificates, certifications, and other outward signs of achievement.  Elders like myself are forbidden from advertising unless club membership is less than 12.  We’re only at 7 active members at the moment, so technically I’m allowed to advertise.

But after my loss of control last week, I felt it necessary to drain away some ego fuel by confessing my mistake on this blog and by stripping away a badge of pride.  So I took the window decal off my truck.  For good.

Try again, again and again — and if you fail, begin again.

“Seek not to blindly follow in the footsteps of the men of old, but rather continue to seek out what they sought.” – Matsuo Bashō (1644-1694)

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Hermetic Vision in the Martial Arts

This morning I had an email conversation with my friend John (name changed to protect anonymity).  If you have any interest at all in Hermeticism or the martial arts I think you’ll find it interesting.

If you fell into my rabbit hole and have no idea what the Hermetic Quaternary is (a.k.a. “the Powers of the Sphinx” which I reference in the exchange) I have pasted in a handy table of correspondences at the very bottom of this post.  That should help you better understand my point.

And if you don’t have the slightest idea what Hermeticism is, you can read what I have to say on the subject or you can dive headfirst into the relevant Wikipedia article.)

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From: Mitch <12thkey@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, May 5, 2016 at 9:20 AM
Subject: Re: Martial arts
To: John Citizen <j_citizen@totallymakebelieve.com>

Yes, I agree with him about the nuts and bolts.  He’s a smart and experienced Navy Seal, and he seems to have honed his scientific and gnostic vision to a razor’s edge.  His logical and intuitional grasp of things is very strong.

I hope he would also admit the need for magical vision to tap into the ego and mystical vision to destroy it.

Because without all four forms of vision — “To Know, To Will, To Dare; To Keep Silent” —  where is the wisdom that makes us worthy of being trusted with our weapons?  How can we ever hope to reconcile the Above and the Below?  How can we ever realize our ultimate selves?

Have a fun day, and see you tonight!

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On Wed, May 4, 2016 at 10:22 PM, John Citizen <j_citizen@totallymakebelieve.com>  wrote:

Very much like the stuff you say…

 


 A FOUR-BY-FOUR TABLE OF HERMETIC CORRESPONDENCES

The Gnostic Hermetic Quaternary Evangelist Holy Animal Archangel
To Know Matthew Lion Raphael
To Will Mark Ox Michael
To Dare John Eagle Gabriel
To Keep Silent Luke Man Uriel
The Magic Hermetic Quaternary Element Alchemy Tarot Suit
To Know Air Azoth Swords
To Will Fire Sulphur Wands
To Dare Water Mercury Cups
To Keep Silent Earth Salt Pentacles
The Scientific Hermetic Quaternary Forms of Matter Season Astrology
To Know Gas Fall Equinox Leo
To Will Plasma Summer Solstice Taurus
To Dare Liquid Winter Solstice Scorpio
To Keep Silent Solid Spring Equinox Aquarius
The Mystic Hermetic Quaternary Mode of Vision Direction Qabalah Worlds
To Know Gnostically (“I AM THAT”) East Yetzirah
To Will Magically (“I”) South Azitluth
To Dare Scientifically (“I AM”) West Briah
To Keep Silent Mystically (“I AM THAT I AM”) North Assiah

 

Preparing for Initiation

Update 7/18/19:  My club still uses the flag but we’re now called Cabal Fang Temple, and we’re a 501(c)(3) non-profit educational charity.  Visit our website or purchase our 12-week personal growth program at Smashwords, Amazon, B&N, or wherever fine e-books are sold.

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Original post:

MiltonThere are four initiations in the martial art of Cabal Fang.  We call them trials.  The first one comes about 90 days after starting.  The fourth and final one, our equivalent to the Black Belt exam, comes after about 3 or 4 years of practice.

I always find myself gathering together the same basic tools at the last minute.  We have someone facing a trial tomorrow evening and, in rather atypical fashion, I decided on Saturday to go ahead and put everything together.   Then it hit me — why not make a little kit and have it ready to go?

I took an old suitcase that I inherited from my paternal grandmother and used Dupli-Color vinyl paint to change it from powder blue to black.    Call me self-conscious if you must, but the idea of strutting into a martial arts club meeting with a ladies’ powder blue, 1960s-era suitcase straight out of Breakfast at Tiffany’s didn’t appeal to me in the slightest.

The kit contains:

  • Gold altar cloth with green fringe (green, gold, and brown are the colors of our order)
  • Three green altar candles
  • Seven tea light candles with copper pots to mark off the initiate’s circle
  • Pitcher for dousing the initiate
  • Green towel to dry initiate
  • Anointing oil
  • Brass dish and incense cones
  • Multi-purpose lighter

This isn’t everything we need for every trial, just the core items that are used most often.  What a load off my mind not having to worry about doing something stupid like forgetting the anointing oil like I did last time.

 

Command & Mastery

Warning Meta ContentSometimes I don’t feel very much like a martial arts master.  Like when I’m wrestling a guy who outweighs me by 80 pounds, or when I wake up in the morning to find that my back has gone out, or when I’m trying a new technique and I can’t seem to make it work.

But then I focus on the fact that I’m a master not a champion, and it all becomes clear.

The champion is warrior or competitor who is in search of the trophy, the accolades, the purse, the measurable reward or the attainable victory.  Once the goal or the peak has been reached, champions often destroy themselves with continued attempts to achieve former glory, or give up and fade away into dissipation and sloth.

One of Morgan's recent works

The master is the experimenter, the innovator, the teacher, the one whose goal is to fully explore and experience the art form.  Masters are searching for new discoveries and a fuller experiences.   Recognition comes to them late in life, sometimes even posthumously, if it ever comes at all.  Though both are the stuff of legend, few are the masters who become champions and the champions who realize mastery.

It’s important to stake stock of your path.  To self-evaluate, to analyze, to think about what you’re doing.  To have goals.

Ask yourself what it is exactly that you’re trying to do.

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Cabal Fang WOD: 

Command & Mastery Drill.  Lay a heavy bag on the floor, set timer to beep every 1:00, and pick up your dull wooden training weapon.  Switching hands/grips each cycle, complete 4 cycles of 1:00 ea. of  (a) Mount heavy bag and strike, (b) Sit-ups w/ strike at the top, (c)  Shadowboxing w/ weapon (d) 10-count Bodybuilders w/ weapon in hand.  16 mins total.   Count number of times live end of weapon touches your body (should be -0-).  When all 4 cycles are done, complete 12 Push-ups per touch.

Meticulous Esplanandes and Your WOD

nline_nx716nMWvm1r1q5wq_500“Meticulous Esplanades” is an anagram for “Miscellaneous Updates.”  Did you ever play around over at the Internet Anagram Server?  Go check it out.  There you can plug in your name, like say “Robert Evans Mitchell” and get anagrams like, “Beach Introvert Smell” and “Liberals Convert Them.”  You can also have hours of fun browsing the Anagram Hall of Fame where you’ll find hilarious anagrams like,

  • Dormitory = Dirty Room
  • Clint Eastwood = Old West Action
  • Father-in-law = Near halfwit
  • Mel Gibson = Bong smile

No more blah-blah-blah — here are my meticulous esplanades  miscellaneous updates:

  • I’m in editing hell so you’re going to see fewer posts for the next few months. The release date of my next book Cabal Fang: Complete Study Course from Querent to Elder is 9/1 which means it needs to be in the hands of the formatter by 7/1.
  • Sorry, but you’re going to be getting fewer Cabal Fang WODs, and they’re going to contain more of a spiritual component.  In a nutshell:  I’ve been over-training my body and under-training my mind and heart.  So I’m cutting my workout lengths a little while also getting more focused and serious about getting stronger (I’m doing the Greyskull LP, modified for dumbbells).  I’ve also re-adjusted my grip strength program and upped my morning temple rites from 10 to 20 minutes.

Seiza pose without a stool.  You can use a mini stool or put a yoga block between your feet if you like.  Sit another way if you want — whatever works for you.

Your Cabal Fang WOD for today is as follows:

Prayer beads.  This one is ripped directly out of the Cabal Fang book Wisdom of the Raven.  Assume your favorite posture.  I prefer warrior’s pose with a short meditation stool, also called seiza (formal Japanese sitting) or vajrasana pose (yoga) but to each her own.   Take up prayer beads in dominant hand.  Breathe in to about 8 beats.  As you do, silently “say” a prayer of about 15 to 25 words.  I used, “Archangel Barachiel, bless me with the gift of quietude and guide my hand as I finish my book, I pray thee.”  Come up with your own prayer to whatever power you prefer.  If you’re an atheist, pray to an ideal, saying something like “Quietude, please descend upon me now and stay with me the whole day through, I pray thee.”  Hesitate for about 4 beats with lungs full as you pay out one bead from between your fingers.  Then, as you breath out to about 8 beats, say your prayer again.  Hesitate for about 4 beats with lungs empty as you pay out one bead.    Continue until you’ve said your prayer once for every bead on your strand.  One hundred beads should take you 20 or 30 minutes, so you might want to limit this to a half strand (10 or 15 minutes).

 

 

Courage, the Science of Stress, and Martial Bonding

“When you choose to view your stress response as helpful, you create the biology of courage.”  ~Kelly MgGonigal

This popular TED talk has powerful implications for martial artists.  One of its important points is that Oxytocin — the so-called “hug hormone” — is actually a stress hormone.  It helps protect the heart from the damaging effects of stress and encourages bonding with others during difficult times.

Could this be why the martial arts are such powerful bonding experiences?  This is a must-see for martial artists:

 

Hermetica Review, News, and Your WOD

Last night I finished one of the best books I’ve read in recent memory.  Hermetica: The Greek Corpus Hermeticum and the Latin Asclepius in a New English Translation, with Notes and Introduction by Brian P. Copenhaver is the definitive translation of the Corpus Hermeticum, and  must read for any serious student of religion, mysticism, magic or philosophy.  Read my Goodreads review here, then go buy a copy here.

And today I hit a milestone — 2,000 book downloads!  I can’t believe that my stuff is this popular.  I mean, I can believe it.  It’s kind of a fact, and why shouldn’t I be able to attract 2,000 downloads?  I work hard and I take my craft seriously.  It’s just that, even if you assume some people have read more than one of my titles, there must be something like a thousand people reading my books.  No, it’s not that it’s unbelievable exactly, it just makes me a little woozy to be out in front of that many people.  And it makes me happy.  So I just want to say thanks to my readers for…

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Now here’s your Cabal Fang WOD.  You’re going to hate me for this one — when you get done you’ll be panting like a Labrador at a tennis ball chasing contest!

  • PTDICE: AMSAYC in 10 mins of 4 Hop/Clap Push-ups and 8 Jump Squats (I got 18 sets).
  • Rest 1 minute and then complete Grappling Conditioner #1 (If you’re unfamiliar, details here)
  • Rest 1 minute and then Bike or Run 6 x 3:00/1:00 (pace for the 3:00, sprint for the 1:00).

 

 

 

 

Wheels Within Wheels, Tires Inside Tires

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A new toy for the martial arts club. May this wheel, by its design, weight, and cosmic shape, inspire us to attempt more, expect more, and achieve more than we previously thought possible.

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“Heaven wheels above you, displaying to you her eternal glories, and still your eyes are on the ground.” ~Dante Alighieri

 

“I may be a living legend, but that sure don’t help when I’ve got to change a flat tire.” ~Roy Orbison

 

“Change does not roll in on the wheels of inevitability, but comes through continuous struggle. And so we must straighten our backs and work for our freedom. A man can’t ride you unless your back is bent.”  ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

 

“The worst wheel of the cart makes the most noise.”  ~Benjamin Franklin

 

“A circle is the reflection of eternity. It has no beginning and it has no end – and if you put several circles over each other, then you get a spiral. ” ~Maynard James Keenan

 

“Put your shoulder to the wheel, my man, before you pray to me for help.  It is well to try and help yourself before you ask help of others.” ~Hercules (from Aesop’s Fables)